December 2010
BED TIME.
Day 1. 10 things I did this year.
1. Finished college. 2. Got a job. 3. Dyed my hair properly blonde. 4. Had my first one night stand. 5. Went to hospital. 6. Went to Colchester zoo. 7. Found all my old friends. 8. Sorted out my insomnia. 9. Got a pet fish. 10. Went to the Clothes Show Live, London.
Day 6- Your best friends.
I’ve realised I don’t really wish to bother with many of my friends lately.
Lucy, Claire, Catherine, Emily & Will thanks.
The guy that to me "you only poke people on...
Day 5- Most memorable moment
Not that I really know why I remember this. But I remember ever second of my last day at college.
I’d been to someones party the night before, and Lucy and Ella stayed over. We all went to college, apart from Lucy who went to work. We were sat in the first year base room, and Tori was going off on one about.. God knows, I never listened unless I was in the mood to argue. I was sat with my...
I'll do the rest when I get back from work.
Day 4- The worst day.
The day I went in to hospital before my operation.
I don’t really need to explain that. Just try and imagine the feeling of impending doom to be honest. Because that is what it felt like!
Day 3- The best day.
Tough one.
Coming home from hospital has to win by miles. You don’t realise how much your home is your sanctuary untill you are forced away somewhere you don’t want to be and put in the scariest situation you ever have been.
Day 2- relationship(s)
Interesting one. I was seeing and sleeping with carl for the last 2 years up till about October. And then all of a sudden last week when he decided to pretend none of that actually happened, so he could get back with Tina. Cunt face.
Uhm. There were a couple of random one night things, never to be heard of again.
But the only person I offically went out with was Mike. And we all know how that...
Day 1- A few things you will never forget.
Being in hospital for 10 days, 6 of them being unable to move or walk.
Being at home wearing a plastic back brace for 3 months after.
Being so depressed after it, I considered many different ways of killing myself.
The day I realised how much of a cock Carl was.
My 18th birthday :)
The thing is. If you'd actually dated him, or had...
No one will never let you down.
For Christmas I got.
Mac eye shadow
Mac make up brushes
Mac make up bag
Paco Rabanne Lady Million perfume
2 Cheryl Cole calenders (one from a friend, one from my sister)
A rubber duck
Some bath stuff in bottles shaped like ducks.
Gok Wans auotobiography
Michael Mcintyres autobiography
Paul O’Grady’s second autobiography
A jeremy Clarkson book
Socks
Another braclet to match the one I...
Apparantly Carl was only still seeing/sleeping...
Way to make me think I’m really shit.
Mike wants me to go meet him at 2am tonight. WHY?!...
Plan for today.
Eat breakfast, wash hair, get dressed.
Go Superdrug with my nan, pick up the bags I left and the £19.99 CK in 2 U.
Go Harlow with Ella.
Find emily in Harlow, use my discount for her to buy her nan and grandads Christmas present.
Come home.
See Mike the ‘I have cancer, I can’t be with anyone right now. Oh no, now I’m back with my ex less than a week after!’ twat...
When I talk to people about when I'm older and I...
If I wanted to make my hair a sort of silvery...
diamondsolitaire asked: your skin looks flawless in that picture! i wish my skin looked like that! xx
100ml CK in 2 U is only £19.99 at the moment in...
diamondsolitaire asked: your skin looks flawless in that picture! i wish my skin looked like that! xx
So Mike is back with his ex. Already. Hahaha.
All the pipes froze at work today. The water in...
And when we experimented with flushing the toilet. The water just came up the bowl. And I was standing there like “NO. NO. NO. NO.. STOP. PLEASE. PLEASE DON’T GO ANY HIGHER.” And then it stopped and I was like “THANK YOU.”
And then I realised I was talking to a toilet.
There you go. A post themed on toilets.
Picture spam coming up for the 2 hour effort it...
Brilliant.
It wouldn't get me reblog the whole thing, so I...
Idk if you check my Tumblr anymore but Rosie, I love you.
I don’t see how anyone in there right mind can say you’re fat and unattractive. I would give my right arm just to look like you for a day. You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever met and on top of that you’re the loveliest. Most people are beautiful but ugly on the inside. You’re beautiful both in and out. You’re mental if you believe...
I can do this.
I can be on my own. I can go back to refusing to let people in. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.
I hope.
theewhitetiger asked: dont let this dumbass "ex" guy get to you like he is :-/ you need to cut him out of your life! he doesn't deserve your attention!
coloris asked: You will survive this. I have been where you are right now and it is the worst feeling. The repercussions of his actions he will only realize afterwards Which is a shame that not many people (men especially), take the time to consider the feelings of those around them. Everyone will tell you this, but right now it is best to move on. If he is going to treat you like such garbage the least you...
theewhitetiger asked: keep your head up...seriously...I know that's a totally cliche thing to say, but it's the truth.
if he's seriously stupid enough to be swayed so easily by one conversation with an idiot friend, then he obviously doesn't deserve any sort of time from you.
and trust me, please please please please realize you deserve better than someone who's...
if he's seriously stupid enough to be swayed so easily by one conversation with an idiot friend, then he obviously doesn't deserve any sort of time from you.
and trust me, please please please please realize you deserve better than someone who's...